Hi Aaron...
Today i just woke up with the strong thought of yours...My mind went 7 yrs back .. July 14th 2002, when you were welcomed to home ..Cant forget that night.
Paul's Family welcomed you as their baby boy, a cute brother for the Angels..We fought to keep a beautiful name to you. 'Samuel' was mom's choice, Dad wanted his name to be there, we 3 Angels wanted your name should start with "A" like us. We ended up naming you "Aaron Paulson Samuel". doesnt that name sound cool..we loved it...we loved calling you Aaron baby...
You looked jus like Miri...You had that mischievious eyes, dark nice bunch of hair just like Miri. Miri was even more happy that she got a baby brother , she always longed for that.
But the destiny was different. You had to leave us..
I know you stayed just for 3 months but the impact was so much..
It made me question God why he took you away, i know deep inside it was for good but still the thought kills - human mind you see...
If you had stayed , you would have been our whole world...am sure would have pampered you, spoiled you...:)..but i knw God had different purpose, He didnt want you to suffer, He took you to him, I guess He loved you more than us...
The days you were in the hospital, my last visit to that place to see you ,are running through my eyes.. you looked so beautiful, and i thought you will be back home soon to play with us.
I was right, you got back home that week, but you were not there to play with us.
We prayed for you that night when dad called up and said he is bringing you home. We cried during our Prayer, God strengthened us. I still remember how peaceful we felt that night. we prepared ourselves to welcome you home, unaware of the fact that you are no more..
When the ambulance entered, I saw mom holding you. And you looked like you are having a peaceful Sleep with cute smile on ur face. Your face glowed.
I asked Mom " Mom is he sleeping" ..Mom broke out...And tld that you left us..
I couldnt believe...you didnt look like tat...you looked so handsome...
But that night your era came to an End "October16th" . you left us but your thoughts are still there..
I keep thinking why the kiddos have to suffer like this...the tiny hand of yours had lotta piercings coz of the injections the doc used inorder to search for veins...Y did they have to do tat..:(
Am sure those piercings will be no more on ur hand and you would be one among the angels.
Mom used to say , kids who go to heaven will turn into Angels..i still believe that. and i know you are watching us..
I even know it was all for good..you are outta pain now...you are happy...enjoying yourself ..
I know you wouldnt read this and you cant either.... but am sure you might read my mind when i type this..
Are you playing with those Angels up there and having a wonderful time. am sure you are , free from the agony of this world.
But deep inside i wish you had stayed with us.
Hoping to meet you Soon Aaron...Sure I will....
Missing you so much...
With Loads of Love,
Glads.....
